I'm not feeling well. I mean mentally. I feel empty. I know I shouldn't talk about this in my blog. But I dont know who I can talk to. I'm scared that I'll be a burden to them. And my friends have their own problems. And I just want to let it out. All of them. Scream until I faint. hahaha. It sounds crazy but I seriously need it right now. I bet all of you need it too. Yep. Life's hard. Please forgive me if you felt I was being a drama queen or sth.
It must be weird that I suddenly say sth like that. Sometimes I cant hide it you know. For me, being sad is wrong. So hiding it is the best choice. It's more simple that way, right? . But still, forcing myself is hard. I dont know what happened to me. It really sounds pathetic. I wish I could just run away for a couple of weeks. Let's be honest, everything would still be normal even if I gone. I often think about it, My parents have my sis, My friends have their own best friends..
Okayy maybe it sounds dramatic. But it's true. I know I'm the only one who can help myself. I just dont know how. I'm still trying.
I wish I could find some interesting things to do. So I can just focus to it. and leave out all the rest...
Finally I let it out a bit. fiuhh. Feel much better hahahhaa!
By the way, I got 1st rank in my class. I SHOULD be happy. I am but not that happy, I have reasons : First is because teachers will frequently call your name to answer their questions. Secondly, they will "insult" you if you dont do your homework just because you're the 1st rank. And I'm really lazy. Third, my parents' expectation will be higher. And so on. Ohh and the higher possibility moving to pluss-class. Believe me, I'm not excited.
I got no photos againn. Really sorry.
My faces is err. lol I dont know how some people can look so beautiful even in their weirdest pose ! And I dont have a self cam. -_-
Sooo... I drew something LOL
(I love 9gag !)
Maybe I shld draw sth in every post lol
Ohh, Do you guys know depapepe? If not, be sure to check them out. (:
Bye guys! Sorry for being weird
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