White day~

Yep. I change it again lol. I dont know if it's better or worse ._.
I think I shld add some pictures in my blog. But I didnt take any these days.
so...yeah...

Today is white day! A day full of love~<3
But for me, nothing really special about it. Cause I'm single O_O lol
But I get chocolates from my friends. AWESOME! Thanks Edward and Joandy. *big smile*
I'm so in love with chocolates~ <3

My friends make me realize how stupid I am today. They are so true. And I've decided to just let it flow. I havent come out with a clear answer yet but I'm sure I will. soon. My mind is so messed up right now! I seriously need a break. Just for a while though....

I'm so into big bang lately. (but cnblue is still the one lol. Cant wait for their comeback!)
Blue and Fantastic Baby (from the newest album), Lies, Let me hear your voice, Tonight and Day by day are my favourite lol (I just cant decide!)

Blue

I guess that's it for now ._.
this blog gets boring day by day huh -_____-
Maybe I shld delete it after I post sth better lol.
So... byebye then~

I'm singing my blueess~

Time sure flies by fast!

FINALLY!
exams are over! but not for long. I'm still gonna have my last exam as a 3rd year of junior high.
But until then, I can chill for a while. after all the stress that it caused me. It's time to indulge myself. <3

I have many things that I wanna do. But I dont have time or my friends. I really wanted to hang out with them on weekend. But I have course on sunday so the only choice I have is saturday. BUT again, my friends is busy with their courses. it sucks. It's been so long since I watched movies in theatre.
I wish I could go out alone sometimes. Just me. It's weird isn't it? yepp. I'm a loner. (bgm : I'm a loner- cnblue) lol
But you know, my parents wont allow it. they afraid i'll be kidnapped by some stranger. lol. I mean,who wants to kidnapped me? that makes no sense at all. And i'm already 15. But I understand, it's their way of showing that they care. but please just once ._.
It's boring to stay at home. I got nothing to do. I just finished watching big bang theory season 5 (the one that I had) and it's awesome! I'm so digging the shamy <3  sheldon is just so cute and sweet~

By the way, my friends are planning to go to Berastagi for holiday. I really wanted to gooo. I havent ask my parents yet. Too afraid of rejection. lol. I know I shld at least try. There's no harm in asking anyway. hmm... Please give me a few days.........but I'm 100% sure they wont allow it. -___-

Cant believe i'll be entering high school few months from now. Time sure flies so fast. I feel old O_O
they said high school is the best years of your life. I'm not sure. Doesnt that mean it's closer to the time when me and my friends have to grow apart?....

A few months from now, my sister will be attending college in a different country. To telll you the truth, I'm scared. I mean she's the one who always cheer me and my family up. okayy, I admit it'll be so lonely without her at home. (please dont tell her if you read this)

I think I shld stop typing. It's almost 12 now. and I have school tomorrow. better sleep early before I get dark circle under my eyes. Goodnight (:

My return.

so what do you think?

gosh! I dont know what I should do with my blog. I've abandoned it for a few months now.
And let's admit it. my life sucks. I have nothing to share about it. hmm...better start to get some life.

I have some important things to do. But I'm not in a mood to do it. so I decided to post something.
and here I am, sitting in front of my laptop to kill some time.
Tomorrow I have a test. but I haven't really studied yet. Maybe I'll study tonight

today sucks. the songs in my ipod is gone. all of them. even they decided to leave me. -___-
okay I better stop before I started to get emotional and share all my problems in my blog.
lol.

I realize how much I've grown. I've changed now. In a better way. I understand more about life. You just have to do your best and dont regret it afterwards. the rest is not for you to decide. what will happen will happen so dont worry about it. Just saying ._. lol


hmmm I guess that's it for now. Have. To. Force. Myself. To. Study. D: lol
Have a nice day (: