Sweet sweet time

Yo! lol

So.... Last saturday (June 9) my parents decided to treat my friends for a meal at Brothers cafe since I got the 1st rank, plus my friends had been asking for it, well played guys ! hahaha just kidding. The reason is to celebrate my birthday... not really celebrate though. Let's just say eating together.
And for the first time, I got lots of photos to share *excited*

Let it out !

Hi guys.
I'm not feeling well. I mean mentally. I feel empty. I know I shouldn't talk about this in my blog. But I dont know who I can talk to. I'm scared that I'll be a burden to them. And my friends have their own problems. And I just want to let it out. All of them. Scream until I faint. hahaha. It sounds crazy but I seriously need it right now. I bet all of you need it too. Yep. Life's hard. Please forgive me if you felt I was being a drama queen or sth.
It must be weird that I suddenly say sth like that. Sometimes I cant hide it you know. For me, being sad is wrong. So hiding it is the best choice. It's more simple that way, right? . But still, forcing myself is hard. I dont know what happened to me. It really sounds pathetic. I wish I could just run away for a couple of weeks. Let's be honest, everything would still be normal even if I gone. I often think about it, My parents have my sis, My friends have their own best friends..
Okayy maybe it sounds dramatic. But it's true. I know I'm the only one who can help myself. I just dont know how. I'm still trying.
I wish I could find some interesting things to do. So I can just focus to it. and leave out all the rest...

Finally I let it out a bit. fiuhh. Feel much better hahahhaa!


By the way, I got 1st rank in my class. I SHOULD be happy. I am but not that happy, I have reasons : First is because teachers will frequently call your name to answer their questions. Secondly, they will "insult" you if you dont do your homework just because you're the 1st rank. And I'm really lazy. Third, my parents' expectation will be higher. And so on. Ohh and the higher possibility moving to pluss-class. Believe me, I'm not excited.
 


I got no photos againn. Really sorry.
My faces is err. lol I dont know how some people can look so beautiful even in their weirdest pose ! And I dont have a self cam. -_-


Sooo... I drew something LOL
(I love 9gag !)

Maybe I shld draw sth in every post lol

Ohh, Do you guys know depapepe? If not, be sure to check them out. (:
Bye guys! Sorry for being weird

Thanks God !

I passed! thanks God!
fiuhh. All of my friends passed too! *excited*
I have to come to school again on monday to get my result. The problem is that it's at 8 a.m.. I usually wake up at around 1. afternoon. that's the earliest. (If I dont have any plan or I can sleep). Lately I got some trouble with sleeping. sighh. Dont know why. I always tell myself to sleep early everyday. But it never happened lol. And that's why I always skip my breakfast. I know it's bad.

I wore my school uniform again after a long time. It felt weird !
But some part of me really miss it hmm
Ohh! and my friends gave me presents for my birthday. (Thanks guyss!) It has passed (3 days ago which is may 30) but we only have the chance to meet today. Speaking of my birthday, well... I didnt celebrate it by throwing a party like that. Just went to have a dinner with family. As usual. But it's still great! <3 It's at Shanghai restaurant. :9

my birthday cake <3

I've been reading a novel lately. It's called I've Got Your Number by Sophie Kinsella. Havent finished it yet. But so far so good. hahaha. I really love the character! Poppy is just soo hilarious! lol


That's it for now~
byeee~ ^^